lethargic-nessssss;

Whoohoo! Art is so totally OV-ER. I feel like as if a big, time-straining burden is taken away from me.Yay-nessxz. I know I can do it better. But, oh well. I tried my best. (:

I have maths tomorrow and poa on friday. D: Arghz. Still need to chiong a little more. After poa, it’ll be the slackier papers! So, freedom starts like next week yay.

Hahaa. I’m like at Rochelle’s house, using her laptop. And I’m damn sleepy, I slept like only a total of bout 1+ hours for the past two days. Sigh, I still need to study maths today. I think I have to don’t sleep again. Damn hungryyyy. Waiting for dinnerxz. Omgxzxzxzxzxzxz!! Its like 7plus already! Me wanna go watch ben 10 and advatar + dinner and then studyyyyyy! Byebye people. BANKAIIIIIIIIIII!! lol shytxz I’m damn random. hahahaa. Toodlessssssssssss!

sometimes, it only takes that little.

Omg I’m like so dead. I am suppose to faster research on Michelangelo Buonarroti and the other guy who did drawings of cartoons’ skeleton, Michael Paulus. Oh both names quite similar, well.. In a way. Anyway. Argh! I keep drifting off to do irrelevant things like blogging. ):

Fasterrrrrrr! I need to research and then go sleep. I have history tomorrow yo. And, I haven’t really studied! panics frantically- Screamssssssss! *Takes gun and aim at self.- I think I have time management problem. Like, fine. I really do have that problem. I get distracted real easily. And my plans usually fails. Sucka. ):

Okay, plans for tomorrow.

-Meet Shaoning and be in school by 9. (NO EXCUSE TO BE LATE!!)

-Chiong art/study history. I swear to not get distracted and drift off, I promise!

-Go for history paper, CONFIDENTLY!

-Continue chiong-ing art! (PAPER’S ON WED, NO TIME TO WASTE!)

-Revise physics if I finish art earlier. (Okay, that means I MUST finish art earlier!)

-Maybe dinner, or not.

-Go back home and chiong physics+maths!

-And try to sleep earlier. Paper starts at 8, not 2 or 230!

Hmm, that’s about all. I really must keep to this plan. If not, I really will have trouble complete art and study my other subjects. Hate it when that happens. Just take a look at my prelims results. L1R4 28 points, 2 points from cca already minus off. That’s what happens when I totally never study at all.

Okay! I really need to continue researching. Its 235am already. I need my sleep, fast. Toodles people!

upside down, bouncing off the ceiling;

4 papers down, 10 more to go!

Next week’s gonna be the most horrible week lor. 6 papers in a row. History, Art+Physics, Maths Paper 2, Poa paper 1+2. I can’t wait for next week to be over! Then I can be more. Cause the remaining papers is like social studies, chinese and science mcq.

Can’t wait for O’s to be over. I have been like thinking what to do after O’s. Well, here’s a list of the stuffs I still remember. hahaa.

-trim/highlight hair! (been waiting to highlight for years lor.)

-shop for prom stuffs. (ame and ruthieeeeeeee!)

-i wanna go for manicure lol!

-shoppingggg!!

-out with shermaine and daren for daren’s birthday treat!

-meet up with shermaine!! (:

-chiong anime!!!!! (omg I’m damn deprive of anime now pl0x.)

-movies!!!! (HSM 3, Winx Club .. hehee!)

-read comics online.

-watch more kiddy shows! (pokemon, ben 10, digimon .. idk, there’s more.)

-watch funny vid and mtvs!

-draw stuffs I wanna draw. (hahaa I know art’s over but I like to draw what.)

-continue learning my freezes! I stopped cause of O’s. grr. -.-

-AND I WANT TO HIBERNATE! I am like damn deprive of sleep this year lor.

yup, thats what I want, for now. [:

And today was funny. Went to school for art as usual. Last saturday already! oh wellssss, took damn long to colour the robot. Follow the colour schemes of Evangelion? Eh, I’m not sure what Evangelion lor. I only know that’s some anime. And I’m suppose to research on that? Hmm, I hope I didn’t researched the wrong thing cause there’s like little purple and orange leh. But got like alot of red instead. D:

Childhood memories are like so cool. Vids of songs that we hear in the pri sch was played in the artrm. Damn funny lor, the dance steps and everything. Sigh, pri sch’s like the best lor. No worries about studies, and everything was so innocent. Not complicated like now. Makes life tough sometimes. Sometimes, I really wish that I won’t grow up. Growing up is pretty fun, But the challenges faced at times can be really bitch.

 

Sigh, my art’s like slow. Despite the constant reminders to myself to do fast and no last minute work. Hate myself for that. Knows what’s right but do the exact opposite of that. Have to go back to sch tmr, or later since its 130am already. Going to continue researching on Evangelion. I really hope that I didn’t research the wrong thing. Since I don’t think I can text mrlau now to check anyway, later tio scolding texting so late and for not paying attention. Oh shit! I need artist reference! Goddamnit. Bye bye to being able to sleep at latest 2. I haven’t even started to finsh colouring the robot and Megatron that I wanted to finish. Gah! 3weeks not enough lor, still got so many subjects. Okay, gonna stop blogging and go research. I’m starting to feel sleepy and doze off.

Itsy bitsy teenie weenie yellow poka dot bikini. (:

Hahaa. My favourite song when I was like 2-3 years old. Idk why i can rmb thou. Hee! And the song’s like damn old lor. 1960s! I was born like WAY after that.

距离;

Had O’s practical yesterday, well I pretty much screwed up. Weird, everybody had some dark purple/black ppt and I don’t! Not only that, I forgot the formula for gradient. Instead of doing rise over run, I did something times something divided by two. Oh gosh, My practical is hopeless already. I have to buck up on my theory to score better.

O levels is so unfair. Why must one exam be so important? Its unfair that if you’ve have been working for the past years, and if you flunk the O’s, that’s it. Your future is damn dim. The first theory paper is starting next monday and I haven’t finish preparing. I’m really afraid I don’t get results that I want. As in it sounds impossible for a F9 to jump to a A1 or A2. Sigh, what if I’m unable to get into the course I want? What will happen then? I know I won’t die. But it seems scary to not being able to follow the route that I planned for myself.

But from another perspective, I am glad that O levels is ending in less then a month. Soon, I’ll be able to get out of this school. I’m not saying that I hate the school, but I feel that I need to move on to the next part of my life. Go to a new school, make new friends. And in the past, I always felt reluctant at the fact I have to leave school soon as I’ve been in Kcp for the tenth year. Time can really change a person’s thinking huh.

On a brighter note, jasmine gave me Jay Chou’s songs from his new album. Yay i’m happy for now. Okay, I’m damn sleepy now. Off to sleep for me! And then gonna wake up earlier tmr and study chem. Bye morons! :B

why so serious. -evil grins

Whew, just finished helping Eevon scan pictures. Study leave is dumbo cause I still have to go back to school anyway for extra lessons and art paper two. And I feel bad for not being able to meet Huimin, Yilin and Grace today. After O’s I hope. ):

Science practical is like on thursday, and I haven’t revise much. Oh goodness, I’m really scared now. Maybe it’s a good thing deciding to meet Ruth in the morning tomorrow, and study. And no, I’m not joking. I’m going to wake up early, have breakfast and really be serious about studying. No doing of art tomorrow for me, only revision on chemistry/physics practical. Maybe I’ll only continue with art on friday. Cause I’m thinking of revising maths and chemistry on thursday.

That means that I have to really be focus when I am doing art, no slacking and draw fast! If not, I would not have enough time to study for my other subjects. Prelims’ already reflected to me about what happens if I focus too much on one subject and not the others. I do not want to get 1 B3, 1 B4, 1 C5 and 4 F9 for O levels.

Okay, since I’m gonna meet Ruth at 730 tomorrow morning, and study. I gotta do a bit more thinking and draw for art today. Since I’m not planning to touch art for the next two days. Yup, so toodles for now! (:

rain, rain go away.

Ooh. Its like raining now, and I have to go back to school later. Rain faster stop! I don’t wanna use an umbrella, I hate umbrellas! Rain rain go away, come again another day. {:

And Izzat just told me that there’s maths today. Omg, how?! I got alot of questions to ask!! And I have art too, at 130. Argh, life’s stupid. Oh and I’m still researching on joint and finding things to link to robots. Eh, I can take photos instead!! Okay, I’m gonna go around my house taking photos later. But I haven’t finish colouring Megatron. I’m so dead later. Dies-

Well, on a brighter note, yay! The rain just stopped! No umbrella for me! And I also can’t wait to catch up with Huimin, Yilin and Grace tomorrow. Its been a long time since we hang out. After chemistry remedial, And I’ll either leave art earlier or go back to school later for art. Heck about art for a day. I neglected them for art previously. I don’t wanna do the same thing again. I felt damn bad the last time. D:

Oh and to end this post, lyrics for 周杰伦’s 稻香! (:

對這個世界 如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了 就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼 人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
请你打开电视看看
多少人 为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这麼容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

better in time;

Haven’t been updating for a long time. Coursework is finally over, I’m finally sixteen(thanks for the wishes and presents!), O levels is about one, two weeks away and art paper two’s questions gonna be out in the next few days. ):

I have been studying more than I ever did for the past years of my life. But still, there’s like a lot of things I haven’t studied. I guess I still have to be mugging even more.

Anyway, coursework’s over about close to two weeks. For the past few months, my life was like basically revolving around it. All the rushing, staying backs and late nights. I have really learn a lot from it. Yeah, despite the frequent whining, I pretty much enjoy it. I’ll be happier if I would have been more serious about it earlier or maybe if I had more time.

About the questions I was asked, Yes, Through this coursework, I somewhat know who are my true friends. This whole coursework thing also really strain some friendships but also helped to build better friendships, especially between the art peeps. I really don’t know, well and at least I learnt how to be less dependent on the people around me, and I can actually be alone without the company of friends.

Well, I suppose most people won’t believe me, even with my constant whining, but this few months have really been an emotional struggle for me. There wasn’t really a lot people who is in favor of me doing this coursework. Friends not doing courseworks get pissed at me for neglecting my studies and yes, I admit I should have been concentrating more on my studies, parents get annoyed cause of I’m home really late and other reasons. So I really wanna say thank you to Shermaine who was there to support me. She’s naggy thou, but by appearing in the art room once in awhile, the messages, phone calls and hangouts, it really cheer me up a lot. And don’t worry, I’ll still keep in touch with you often when I graduate, we’ll meet up real often. Oh and also, I wanna thank daddy too. Even thou your childish acts irritates me sometimes, it made me feel less stressful at times. And also, thanks for spending so much time to help for this coursework and the treats. I really appreciate it. Well, heffalump can prove it. 😀

Yay. I finally typed what I meant to type weeks ago. (:

Okay, I shall go back to studying or maybe sleep earlier so that I won’t fall asleep in class. (: