cause you’re sweeter then apple pie;

hahahaa omg. i’m like home so damn early today. i reach home at like 1230 omg. ss paper was alright i guess? manage to finish the paper cause i chiong. till my hand was like aching. hurhur.

had lunch and wanted to go for art. then daddy not in school. tsk. at least should let pple know what. humph. anyway, went to j8 with zuer and got yumi yogurt then walked home, showered and then watchedd stomp the yard. omg its damn cool and chris brown rocks. too bad he died early in the show. sadsad. ):

anyway, and here i am type this damn post which have absolutely no meaning and is just a total waste of time LOL. oh well, off to youtube and then chiong art. physics and maybe maths.

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that’s what you get.

yesterday was sucky shiet too. ):

woke up at 9plus. then decided to do art before going to school for art. had lunch, showered then walked to school at bout 1plus. didn’t really focus on my colouring and chatted. i did try not to chat so much but.. sigh. ended art and then we zao. totally forgot bout help to pack up. omg, i feel damn bad. well, daddy smsed and stuff. then me, zuer, eevon and ruth texted to apologize. and i still feel damn bad, now. D:

oh well, at least i tried to chiong drawings today. hopefully after i type this post, i’ll chiong somemore. seriously, mockexams is not making my life any easier. i know i’m suppose to study and not keep focusing on art blahblah. but i can’t concentrate on my studies knowing that i don’t have freaking enough time to do my art and i’m lagging! and i need art cause i wanna take a design course in poly. 

gonna go type another post and private it. only open to close friends. ask me for pw! oh and for the last time. i’m really sorry. ):

breaking free.

mock exams for the past few days since tuesday. stayed back after the papers for art. tsk. today is idkwth is wrong with me day. had history and poa today. sucky shiet.

went to watch the inter-class dance thingy with grace. its like damn omg i got nothing to say. was damn freaked cause we helped with one joy the day before. yeah, it was still okay, i guess? then went for art. felt damn pissed, sad and tired. didn’t do mucha art. ):

decided to went off for dinner with grace, yilin, huimin. omg damn fun. macs, then to several playgrounds, bbt, hang arnd then home. cheered up a little. heh. dance peeps rocks. (:

and wtf. i just got bloody scolded. for watching teevee and the comp at the same time. wtf?! i never even freaking watch the teevee properly for days already lor. walau, everytime also i fucking tio scolding. and this is why i get so freaking piss with my brother cause he never tio scloding for the same b!tch thing i did.

thanks. just when i thought this day can’t get any more worse. i have to be fucking scolded. i still have to think, find and draw for art. man, i hate today. everything’s just not going right. i feel damn miserable pl0x.

tsk

mock exam started today and i swear i’m gonna flunk it. chem paper was easy! if only i studied, i would have passed. artroom after chem paper. stayed till 2plus doing a little work tsk. then went off to central library. walau thanks ah what 2 string=bias to me pl0x. hahaa. its damn dope. neeways borrowed some kinda book bout dance and 2 comics! one bout wolverine and the other’s young avengers! ❤ met parents at close to 8 and went ntuc. then homeeeeee. ohmygosh i’m damn sleepy and i haven’t scan the pickas for eevon. ): and i have english mock paper tmr tsk. hate ittttttt. D: 

AND. I. SWEAR. I’M. GOING. TO. FREAKING. CHIONG. AND. LEARN. SHOULDER. FREEZE. EVEN. THOU. I. DAMN. BUSY. CAUSE. ME. DON’T. LIKE. SO. MANY. PEOPLE. ALL. DOING. BABY. FREEZE. SO. I’M. GOING. TO. IMPROVE. MYSELF. AND. TRAIN. TO. SHOULDER. FREEZE. WHOOOOO.

taa peeps. off to scan pickas. (:

confessions.

physically and mentally tired. i really feeling like screaming and crying, but what’s the point. nothing will change anyway.

mock exams’ on tuesday and i haven’t studied. what the hell is wrong with me. i’ve made up my mind to really study months ago. but yet, i haven’t been revising. i hate myself for that.

i’ve only been concentrating on art. staying back till late on school days and back to school on saturdays. i don’t really have time to study at all. i’m usually dead tired by the time i reach home and on sundays, i do research and brainstorming for art. i just hope that all this will not be in vain. if not, i might as well concentrate on my other subjects and drop art in the beginning. but well, i couldn’t bear to. ): i really like art. and oh well, it has always been since pri sch.

sighs. stress and physically and emotionally tired. there better not be anymore things to happen or appear to stress me. i’ll just breakdown and cry.

what doesn’t kill me will only make me stronger.

moving mountain.

met shaoning, zuer, amelia and sean lim for breakfast today before going to school for art. really random, to call that mutou out, but yeah. he treated happy meal and yami yogurt. thanks. (:

went for art. pretty alright at first, i suppose. was damn slow in drawing but yeah. manage to take moi baby freezing photo and now i’ll just have to draw and develop the drawing. the ending ain’t alrighty. ): sucky shiet manxz. thanks to it, idk why. it isn’t me but i feel damn emo. anw, i think the problem will surely be solved. but i can’t help being affected by it, i guess. so cheer up. (:

byebye to mock exams. i know i shouldn’t and not suppose to focus that much on art. but hell with it, gonna chiong and try to complete my coursework earlier so that i can really fully concentrate on the other subjects after that. shall try my best to not fall asleep and pay attention in class so that i don’t have to study that much when i reach home after school/srp/art. for now, i just wanna finish art and get it over with. i really like art and wanna do it slowly to make it super perfect. but i suppose i don’t really have much of a choice do i? hate it. i hate life, now. grrrrr.

have to type stuffs, find artist reference and think how to develop for art. but i’m damn sleepy. so i think i’m gonna sleep earlier today and wake up earlier to do art. toodles, fools.

heartbreaker.

gonna blog less often nowadays. damn tired rushing art, and mock exams’ starting next week. omfg, just kill me. i haven’t really studied. not that i don’t want to.. but i’m dead tired after a looooong day in school. gah. its damn annoying. fucking stressssssssssss. D’:

lessons till 110 today. then had chem practical after school. till 200. when for art at bout 300. redo the ipod thingy drawing cause the previous’ colour was damn sucky. fell asleep, woke up and continued. stayed till bout 850+ and then walked to j8 with alicia, eevon and zuer. eevon bused home and went to have dinner with alicia and zuer at kfc. walked arnd after dinner and then walked home with zuer. whoosh. damn tired.

gonna surf the net a little more and its off to maths and finish up of the ipod thingy picture. and maybe read the chinese novel too. ciaos.

oh before i forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE YEELINLICIOUS!!

m0ii harrtsx uue w0rsx. <3<3

forever on the dance floor,

i’ve really been focusing too much on art. the daily staying backs, and now saturday too. i’m gonna start studying my other subs TODAY. after youtube-ing a little. studying physics later i suppose? got a test on monday for physics. and i’m really sorry for being sucha b!tch over art. ):

oh well, lessons, srp and art as usual. dead tired when i reach home nowadays. i’m gonna find methods so that i can study without falling asleep. had maths remedial today. sadly, i was late yet again by bout an hour. lunch break before art. went to j8. i got my helix piercing! i’m damn happy. but my ear is damn numb now. LOL sharkbitten money. back to school and did art. edited some of the drawings. went j8 with eevon, vicky and alicia to collect eevon’s phone at sony erisson. they went basement after that and i went home.

pencil sketch or painting for final work? i really don’t know. sigh. whatever, not gonna think bout art tonight! gonna watch vids on youtube and then off to study! mock exam’s damn close now. stressssssssss. have to do well in my other subs as well!! not only art.

love in this club;

whosh. just reachd home half an hour ago. suppose to be later but i left art earlier at like 7+ cause i didn’t have dinner with teh yeelinlicious for bout a week. so had dinner with her and her mama at food junction. sorxz daddy! i’ll stay back to the max for thurs and fri and maybe sat too, if got pple pei me. :B

anyway, lessons today were damn dragging. and i was falling asleep in almost all the lessons. i’m nocturnal plox. mr loo and lim didn’t com today. slacked for that one period of poa and went to teh artroom to do art for the double maths before recess. no srp for us today cause only some pple were needed to attend. had lunch with alicia and did art. shermaine, jialing, yilin and clarissa came to look for me after their dance ended. omg dance pple are dope and they rocks. did a little more work and alot more crapping, left for dinner with yilin at 7+. i really missed hanging arnd and i think this maybe the last time i’ll be doing that till god knows when. so i promise that i’ll stay back more for art. i cross my fingers and swear! -smiles innocently-

i suddenly realize how much i missed dance after watching so you think you can dance on monday night. i really miss the torturing stretchings and feeling super exhausted after dance, the way lianglaoshi/mommy teaches and even the feeling of having no choice but to go for dance. how i wish i still have dance practices now, whether is it hiphop, contemp or even chinese. even thou it makes me super tired, it helps me to destress. and now i’m so stress and i have no way to destress anymore. i think i’m gonna breakdown soon. i really miss dance and i wanna have practices too. i’ll rather be dead tired than to be unable to destress. at least i’ll be able to concentrate much better when i’m not that stress. pretty please.

ciao peeps. gonna shower and do art. i’ve a busybusy life.

and i just can’t pull myself away.

slacking pretty much on sunday and monday. was either, sleeping, reading comics or sleeping again. hahaa. i sound like a dope pig. LOL.

art was stressful today. cause half the class ain’t in school cause of tchokball tournament yesterday. and soooooo, daddy could concentrate more on lesser peepo. tsk, super stress. and history was stupid. gah, hate the teacher tsk. freaked me and ah goh when ah goh opened the door to go into the class. it had us both laughing like mad b!tches. laughing the whole history lesson. dk why but the whole lessons seem damn funny. recess and then slept through poa, chinese, did listening compre.

had a break before srp. slacked arnd. ended up late for poa srp. /: maths srp was damn sad cause idk how to do the qns. oh well. went j8 with eevon and zuer cause art was cancelled cause laopeh and ms quek had some course today.

hahahaa. gonna go scan the book bout drawing hands and colour my picture if i’m not too sleepy after scanning. toodles silly goats. (:

quizzes are dumbo.

tagged by zuer.

01. What’s your favourite fruit?
Mango! 😀

02. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Japan? or smth.

03. What’s your favourite thing to do?
sleep, eat, talk, dance, draw, stone, emo. :B

04. Do you think money can buy happiness?
nah. but i wouldn’t be that happy if i have no money either. LOL.

05. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
hmm. i can have as many dreams come true i want. tsk i know i’m greedy. 😀

06. Do you prefer a kiss or a hug?
hmm. idk?

07. What are you afraid to lose the most?
family and friends?

08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
buy stuffs for myself, family and friends! i’m a nice person ya’ know.

09. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
thick skin, retarded, great source of entertainment. HAHAHAA.

10. What makes you happy?
music, dance, drawing. (:

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
pple who piss me off lah.

12. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
idk. never thought bout that. 

13. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
superpowers that allow me to get any superpower i want! 😀

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family, friends.

15. Any childhood memories you’ll like to re-live?
er. not really. i can’t even rmb anything.

17. Which cartoon character you hate most?
idk. but i know there’s plenty. 

16. How old do you want to get married?
wo bu zhi dao.

18. What do you want to learn now?
breaking! and shuffling? 😀

19. Write down one thing about you which people would be impressed of.
when i’m able to do breaking! 😀

20. 2 things that describe you.
thinks unlogical, childish.

Instructions: Remove 1 qn from above, add in ur personal qn, make it a total of 20 qns, then tag 8 people in ur list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

i’m not gonna tag anybody cause i’m lazy and i know most pple are lazy to do quizzes anyway. (:

and the hearts all over the world tonight.

stuck stuck stuck in school everyday. WHOOO! i’ve no life! (:

hahahaa. had lessons, srp and art on thursday. stayed in school till 8+ and then had dinner with alicia and eevon before going home.

and friday rocks please. my school has interesting teachers plox. totally enjoyed the youth day celebration. omg allen’s voice’s like damn nice. a little like jj lin omg. LOL. and the drama the teachers put up was damn funny. it was like damn retarded and laopeh was inside. performing with moi pe teacher. hahahaa. and i super love the song lah. chris brown rocks.

slacked in school till bout 2 with shermaine and jialing in school. then they went dance and i went for art. did a little and went home at 230 or smth. showered, changed and bused back to school. did art till bout 8 with eevon. hanged arnd till 8+ and then left school with jireh. walked to j8 and then walked home.

had a nice walk home. i suppose i just felt like being alone and think. and i super love my walkman phone who pei-ed me all the way. (:

suddenly forgot there’s maths remedial today and forgot to set the alarm yesterday night. woke up at 915 or smth and lessons starts at 9. showered and met eevon and vicky at j8’s macs. bought breakfast and walked to opposite the school and met noraishah. went school together and found out that we were 1hr30mins late LOL. oops. lessons over and went amk with ruth, shaoning and zuer.

walked arnd, got a notebook at artbook for art. something happened. -ahem- and shaoning and zuer went home. shared shaved ice with ruth. slacked arnd, ALOT and then met francis and kejin on the train and went cityhall. walked to suntec city and went starbucks to study. omg another thing happened and then left first with kejin and trained back to bishan. hanged arnd at j8 and then bused home.

dk wth is wrong today. many things happened and its not really pleasant anyway. screw today. gonna treat myself to vids on youtube and then maybe study a little or brainstorm for art. or i’ll just go sleep and then chiong everything tmr and monday. whatever b!tch. byebye.

and you’ll find love, love, love.

busy busy life. and i hate it.

yesterday was super duperly tiring. D:

suppose to be in school earlier than usual for last min oral practice. met huimin and went school together. and we were late. reach school like the normal school time. was like uhoh. ended up, never even tio scolding or whatever shyt. had triple art, then double chinese, recess. and then went for some random survey thingy and then to the art rm to do art cause mr loo’s not in school. went for lunchie at 110 cause there’s oral at 2. slacked arnd and then went for oral.

i’m like in omg super deep trouble for oral. T-T cause idk wth is poly in chinese and i think i kept saying ite in chinese. omg die liao lor. slacked arnd with zuer after oral while waiting for the rest. emooooooo. ): anyways, thanks for cheering me up. in whatever ways lah. thanks peeps. ♥

met with ruth and shaoning, slacked arnd somemore until reggie lim came to find pple to go maths. slowly walked there. was doing maths qns with ruth ourselves cause reggie lim’s dk why damn slow and i don’t understand wth is he talking anyway. clarified some stuffs ruth and i didn’t understand and went for art.

hiongster. did so muchie of art yesterday omg. and i needa redo the picture with i was colouring cause i coloured super damn hard and the colour refuse to be darken and now, the damn paper is like tearing. D: omgwtfbbq. eh and then shermaine came and got food and bbt for me. thanksssssss. ♥ she helped me draw some stuffs too. (:

omg unfair i wanna watch d.gray-mannnnnnnnnnn. and i’m the one who missed the ep. and i swear i will chiong my work. so pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee. ):

uh-hmm. neeways, walked outta school with ruth, eevon and alicia. met with parents and shawn at s-11. they had dinner, cause i didn’t feel like eating. got stuffs from ntuc and then went home.

sigh. wanted to watch sky of love after i showered and then do art.

then reached home and realized there’s a missed call. called back, chatted, hang up the phone, another phone call, chatted, mother scolded, hang up the phone and then went to shower. wanted to rest for a few minutes before watching sky of love and doing art. but then ended up falling asleep and did nothing. ):

today’s less tiring.

had a scolding the first thing in the morn from mrs lim and mrs grace chua. well, i kinda expected it when my class was told to stay back. went to ss after the scolding, had chem then english. had double physics after recess and did practical.

went j8 after lessons with ruth and got kawaii rubberband(s) and clip(s). went to see things for art as well. gosh i think i must rmb to write down what ideas i have for art cause i forget them all when i’m in class. went to get bbt and then bused back to school for english srp.

met daren and passed him bbt. chatted awhile and went english. crappo shyt. had oral assement thingy. it ain’t that important, but i’m damn sad that i screw up the conversation cause its about performing. omg debbie wong chose that qns cause she know’s i’m from dance lah. ): and i screwed it up. oh well. met with daren and then walked out of school with daren and ruth. daren left home halfway to j8. walked to the bus interchange with ruth and then walked home.

off to watch sky of love(finally!) and then gonna do my art. tataas pple.

 

sometimes, i really don’t understand wth are you thinking and doing.