I look to You,

Have been sick for the past two days and got mc. >:

Great to not go to school but the never ending pile of assignments is still there. Have many assignments to catch up on, if not I’ll really have to retake the whole of year one. T-T

Fun day tomorrow and now I’m not really looking forward to it. Too many assignments to relax! Argh, why did I even have the thought of getting the ticket? Now I can’t back out. >:

Well, I guess I’ll make the most out of it tomorrow. Relax for a couple of hours and then find somewhere to do my assignments with Aly and Fara most probably. If not then I’ll do it alone.

The assignments that’s freakin’ me out is photography and 3d.

Like, how do I get so much time to do photography? And how the heck do I know how to improve on my photos when the only photos that Sheldon approve are those that I took last minute? And those that I took effort to find the location and angle to take, he wants me to retake. Like ALL OF IT. Wah, thanks ah. Out of 10 photos, he only approve 1 or 2. WIN ALREADY LOR. >:

And 3d. How am I suppose to cut, file the acrylic and get it glued on the other paper/cardboard parts when I haven’t even measure it, get the paper/cardboard by next wednesday!

The others I still can finish if I don’t sleep much for the next few days. But photography and 3d?!

Creative process, design elements, drawing and composition, graphic design and illustration if I exclude photography and 3d. Wait, that’s like ALL of my modules other than advertising. Oh shite.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

By faith I’ll finish everything on time and favor will be upon me, I pray! I don’t want to let God, my parents, spiritual family, friends down, AT ALL. T_T

Stress ttm.

Off to do illustration for tonight. Shall update again if I have anything to rant, or if something interesting happens tomorrow.

Ciaos.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

to meeeeee!

Am finally 17!
One more year to go and I’m 18!

Thanks for the bombarding of texts since midnight. I keep waking up in the morning cause of incoming messages LOL. But thanks! I feel lovedddddd.
And the those who called just to say happy birthday too. Makes me feel so loved.
And and classmates who wished me in class. Thankssss.
And and and also on fb. My email was flooded. Haha thanksssss. (:

I love all of you who wished me! Haha even those who didn’t also k.
Me love everybody!

Got my new baby today too, finallyyyyyyy!

Only thing sad about today, I had school. And I didn’t get to go out. D:
Got too manyyyyyy assignments to do. ):

Oh well. Am going to spend the next few hours left of my birthday, plus midnight till morning to do my never ending pile of assignments.
Wish me luck. Bye!

I love y’ all! ♥

Heartbreaker.

This week has been eventful, emotionally like a see-saw, and busy like a bee over school.

I’ll believe in you, even if no one’s willing to. (:

Anyway. My birthday haven’t even reach and I already got two surprises.

Work clique celebrated with me on saturday. Just a simple dinner, chicky meal for present LOL, and a really cool card.
Thanks guys. I love you guys so so much. I never thought that I would stay in contact with you guys for so long even after I stopped working.
Every saturday is a day I look forward to, to spend time with you guys.
Me love Ame, Joyce, Kathy, Kelvin, Lyon and Bill. ♥

And the cg too.
I love you all so so much! (:
Thank you for being with and there for me. ♥
And also thanks cec for getting the present. I really love it.

Oh well. I think I better sleep early tonight. Cause I have a feeling that I’ll not have much time to sleep this coming week.

On a side note, now I’m looking forward to WildWildWet on friday. I must be mad to make the decision to go. Haha. Can’t wait to take a day off from my fixed schedule life, before running the final lap of this semester.
I want to shine for God in my work!

Off for bed now, bye!

Forever and ever?

Hahaha, one of my favourites. When I still had my extensions!

Photobooth when I still had bangsssss, overgrowth thou. >:

Haha. Just felt like posting this two photos up.

Anyway on a side note. I miss Wenwen the stupid dumb dumb girl. -.-
Cause I talked to her for a short while on msn just now. Boo.

If my heart was a house,

You’d be home.

-

Love them like !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!@.

Saturday was spent at Ms supposedly doing work (which I did some okay!) with xoxolufee. Ame and her twin, Kaiye, Kathy and annoying Bill was also there. Ram came later to slack and then Reagan came even later.
And they can’t stop saying ‘WHERE’S THE POLE!?’ now. O:

Sunday was at church. Suppose to meet Vicky at 730, but he overslept like damn a lot. Ended up going to service alone. -.- Oh well, got videos to watch on the way there. ^^ But please don’t watch hard gay videos when you’re alone. Its a torture not to laugh. D:

Fellowship at central with part of the cg and then went dhoby with the ying yang yo and dugtrio.
Roch’s house after that for dinner and having brother nagging at me to eat dinner fast cause he wants to go home FAST.
Cause he said he got something important to do aka online gaming. Its like so not convincing and I took my time. But his nagging is so annoying that I attempted to hurry up. -.-

Okay I am going to go off to do my assignments now.
Meeting cg for prata in the evening.
Bye.

Pink and heartshapesssss.

And this is why I love them. (Plus Lyon, Joyce and errr, Bill also lah!)
They are willing to get pyscho by me (and Ame), to wear pink with me!

PINK FTWWWWW!
I’m sure RT and jiejie will agree. HAHAHA.

Speaking of jiejie,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEJIE! (WENDY!)

Hahaha, cause of the cg saying that we lookalike, we started talking.
Am looking forward to fellowship more with you! (L) (:

You’ll never know.

Hi.
I am super shag now.

I really don’t know why. Cause school wasn’t really that bad today. Just lots of stoning and napping here and there.

Oh and yesterday’s cg dinner was alright. Had tau huay after that with some people. Back to bishan after that with RT and Yoshi.

Really random but I’m hungry nowwwww. Like reaaaaally hungry. Sorry, I get hungry at the weirdest timing. ):

Cg today is cool. I wasn’t that shag as I thought I would be. Haha.

I still need to get my photography, graphic design done by next friday. Both very time-consuming! D:

ROFL. I’m doing random updates of whatever that comes to my mind now. My brain is shutting down already.

Oh I just remembered that I said that I won’t come online today. But I still did anyway. Cause I realize my baby’s battery going to be flat soon, need to charge it! If not tomorrow do work will suffer sia!

Ahhhhhh. I really need to go eat now and then go lala land.
I am meeting xoxolufee to do work at 12 tomorrow!!!!!!!

Oh and I’m meeting Vicky at 730am, Bishan mrt on sunday morning to go church!!! Haha surprise aye? That I’ll go so early LOL.
I WILL NOT BE LATE!!!!!
I need morning call seriously. -.- But so unglammmmm! My voice will be like cui. And I will surely whine one lor, that I don’t want to wake up. Wtc I’m so fickle-minded. T___T

Okay, I really need to go now.
Haha, btw I’m watching Sun’s live chat! But I’m more of listening, not really watching. But its real laggy. ):
Think I’m just gonna go off and leave my baby to charge.

Heh, bye!

All around the world we’re singing,

Hearts surrender as we stand in aweeeeeeee,

Of your love, of your love~ .

Better late than never.

Today, I walked into class late.

And my design element lecturer, thought I was a new student. WHAT THE HECK!

He actually remembers my face and name for the past few weeks and he forgot me today.

TODAY IS @#$%&*&^%$!!!!!!

Except for the part when mummy blessed me with a new bag and dresses.

The window and the lights.

G= Gladys. (me!)
M= Mummy.

G; (Holding hamster.) “Mummy, say hello!” *To momo.*
M; (Removing makeup.) Hellooooo. *Touches hamster.
M; Go off kitchen lights.
G; Okay. *Walks out.
G; *Closes kitchen window while holding Momo and walks back to the room.
M; (Still removing makeup.)
G; *Suddenly starts laughing hysterically.*
M; O.O
G; OMGGGG. I close the windows when you ask me to off the lights!

Wahlau. I’m damn blur please. -.-

Got sketches for 3d to complete before sleeping today,
Bye!

Dark sky and grey clouds.

How I wish that’s the weather now. Its freakin’ humid nowwwww. Irritating tsk. ):

Creative process and photography today. And I skipped photography.

Its damn horrible to skip lesson today. Cause Sheldon came early. Almost died of panic, seriously.

Was with A and K cause they skipped as well and walked with them to the Esplanade and I bus home.

Stone at home for an hour, met Gar Chia for bs, home, took bag and went to cous’ house, slacked, dinner, bus, met SN to pass her stuff and finally home.

Okay, Am really starting to feel sleepy now so I’ll be off after posting this.

I need to have qt with my precious Lord before I go to sleep.

Bye!

All around the world we’re singing, as we stand in aweeeee. (L)

HI DADDYZ, I KNOW YOU READ MY BLOG HAHAHA.

Just removed my nail polish cause its getting really screwed. And then trimmed my nails. Hehe, trim not cut cause I don’t like short nails. :B

Shall paint my toe nails hot pink when I have the time to. Fingernails.., I’ll wait till I think of colours to paint.

Anyway shall do a proper post on what happen today. Haven’t been doing a detailed post for a long time I guess.

So I woke up late today, rushed like mad and reached expo around 830, 40 plus am. Late cause I’m serving. And I really got to think through, can I commit?

Went in for service, Pastor Kong’s great as usual. Debrief after service and went Lucky Plaza for lunch, fellowship. Went Far east to slack slack a bit after that and I forgot to go to the second floor to visit Hm. T___T

Suppose to have bs and then Garvin have to make a move first and my bs’ change to tomorrow. Went to Plaza sing with T, RT, J, EC, JC and the Tehs’ cousins, Yuko and Yoshi supposedly to watch movie. Timings were totally off, went Cathay and the timings’ were still off. Ended up going to B & J. O:

Separate ways after that. Went to cous’ house for dinner and then home.

Gonna go off to sleep after I’ve filed my nails. Have school tomorrow morning. :

Bye!

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love drunk.

I got my new specs today.

And I realize my eyesight is worse than I thought it would be.

I am such a joke.

-

Btw,

3D suxxxxx a lottttttttt.

FML.

Abracadabra.

Oh my gosh I’m having a fetish over this song now. Hahaha mad. The parody version rocks! The guys are super gay shite. :B

End of the weekdays. School’s been torturous, as usual. Assignments are still in a big pile. And I’m still not getting enough sleep.

3d design and photography is totally dragging me. Time consuming tsk.

The only thing that I liked this week’s days is going back to Kcp for teachers’ day celebration on monday and cgm today.

Think I’m going to have to stay up till late today to do 3d. Not going to ton the whole night. Need to get some sleep, have to continue doing it tomorrow @ Ms. And not forgetting I still need to take photos. -___-

Gonna go do my work now.

Bye!

Hahahaha I’m weird.

Settings failllllll. But its nice in a way. (:

3d design is a bitch. ):

I am sitting my room now watching the sky change colour because;

1. I was doing design element and drawing and composition assignments.

2. I continued on to do 3d design and I’m still not done with it btw, not even half.

3. It is already 6.54am and I cannot go to sleep. If I do, I will be so late for school that I can just skip it.

4. I’m trying to keep myself awake.

School starts at 9am today, I have to go shower soon and leave home by 8.

Byez.

transformers, robots in …..

Today, I risked my life walking to Bras Basah to get materials for 3d design.

-

Haha, just kidding. Thou I almost fell 4, 5 times cause of my slippers. No friction!

Time for new slippers!

Kcp. (L)

HAPPY TEACHERS’ DAY!

Decided to give school a miss today and head back to Kuo Chuan today. (Haha, and also cause I not done with my photos lahhh. :B)

Heh, managed to watch the whole celebration line-ups. Its getting lamer every year LOL. The 3 Michael Jackson impersonators are super funny! Hahaha.

Hightlight was the teachers’ skit. Totally retarded. But real entertaining. Was really LOL during the whole skit. Haha, and was like O.O when daddyz was holding the heffalump, cause it was the one that me and Alvin K gave him last year LOL.

Now that the fun’s over. Reality totally hit me in the face. I’m still not done with my photos. WTHHHH, sigh. D:

And I still have design elements @ 12 tomorrow. I need to go take photos after school and really get the materials for 3d design.

Speaking about 3d design, I haven’t done a single shite about it yet.

I AM TOTALLY TRYING TO MAKE MY OWN LIFE MISERABLE. ):

Sigh, Off to plan for 3d and catch up on sleep. I’m quite sure that I’m not going to be sleeping tomorrow night.

Bye!

Hai, I am randomzx.

I was browsing through fb’s photos when I saw this and decided to post it here. (:

Its coolllllllll. Kai ye, Lyon and Joyce drama over the marshmellow and I was attempting to pour chocolate syrup on Bill cause I think he said something dumb.

Haha, off to get ready and go meet R laterrrr.

Bye!

flashbacks,

At that time,

I felt secured.

I wished to stay like that forever.

.

I hate flashbacks like this cause it hurts to be reminded that things will never be the same again.

How many times I felt like crying cause I couldn’t reply you, I can’t even count.
My heart hurts very much, for the past many months.
I miss you very much, but you’ve moved on so very fast.