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MOVED. RELINK THANKS.
http://gladyssaidhi.onsugar.com.

I don’t want things to go this way.

So I was told that I was being too nice.

Hiatus until I sort my thoughts out.
I don’t want 2009 to end as bad as how it started.
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Merry Christmas in advance.

Need you now.

Probably. Maybe.

White lies.

Dead tired.
And I still have work tomorrow. Great.

Haven’t been resting well since zone camp ended.
So many things cropped up this past one, two week.

Feel damn bitchy nowadays.
Cranky at the smallest thing.
The stress and lack of sleep is really getting me.

And the show on tv is not making me feel any better.

Rely nobody.

Work’s okay today, fun in a way.
Time flew.
Having sore throat since camp believe.
Almost died screaming at the kids cause they don’t want to listen and keep running around screaming rubbish.

2 more days till my work @ the art camp ends.
Need. to. persevere.

Heheheh yes daddy reads my blog sometimes. (Y)

Work tomorrow @ 10.
Off to sleep now. Need to sort out my thoughts again.
Super tired.

Pissed off even more now than yesterday.

And the fact that I can’t go shoot zombies is making it even worse than before.

(t-.-t)

PISSED.

I WANT TO GO SHOOT ZOMBIES.

Time for miracles.

2012 was greaaaaaaaaaat with the company of 2 of my favourite people.
But I kept laughing at random times, and I almost died cause I needed to pee. Thank God there was no queue at the toilet.

Planting crops for R now. Irritating tskkkkkk. So laggy pl0x. D:
Hate that stupid girl today.
Fasterrrrrr. Using brother’s laptop to harvest my crops. O:

And then I am going to watch my fma: bh. It finished loading like super long ago. -.-

o(-_-o)

Okay, not going out today. -.-
Change of minds/plans. Since this cannot, that cannot.

Heading to cousins’ place for dinner instead. Super hungry.
Then come home to continue with anime.

Random of the randomest.

Hai.
I’m waiting for Khr to load. So, I’m here to post randomly again. (Y)

Wanted to go crash today and find S. But am starting to have flu so decided not to go. Besides, I was kinda lazy. Weather’s too nice to leave the house LOL. And my ez-link’s gonna be out of cash, so, save $.

Aye bored. Still not finish loading. Gahhhhhhh.
I have like, a long list of anime to watch.
Wheez can’t wait.

Nose still block, irritating.

Maybe L4d 2 on wed, heh.

Sheesh, shall go find something else to do.
Blog another time. Bye!

Farmer LOL!

Been spending my time farming @ fb. -.-
SERIOUSLY WASTE OF TIME LOL.

And was blog-hopping too. :b
NO.
I’m not a stalker.
Heh.

Anyway, the main point of me blogging is how amazed (NOT) I am.
‘babyzx mii lurbb u foreva. <33'
'please don't leave mii, <33 u foreva n olwaes.'
And when it ends,
's0bbzxc. harttbr0kenn.'
'mii will waiit ferr u derr.'
'dunnch wann tuu fall iin lurve agaiinzxc.'
Few days later, attached with another person already.
Ooooooh, THE IRONY HAH.

Kay sorzzzzz. Its cuz I'm bored. Hahaha.
Now you know why I have endless things to do on the net.
Btw, I don't even know those people LOL.
Still, entertaining.
None of my business anyway. Do whateverz you want. O:

Off to get ready. Meeting R the dumbass soon.
Heh bye!

181109.

One year.
And I’m still stuck somewhere near the beginning.
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I need much more time than this.

Xo.

Moment of truth.

“And I miss you more,
whenever I think about you.”

Hiatus.

Until ISP is over,
Until my mood gets better,
Until I feel like blogging about my life again,
Until I feel slightly more like myself.

Xo.

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Today, I saw Wenwen. <3

And I saw my “brother” today. Who is a paikia now WTH.

That fact irritates me like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@@$%&*&^%$#@

What happen to that boy;
who I used to poke and strangle?
accompanies me after school when I had to do my art?
even coming back during the weekends and holidays to accompany me?
help me buy bubbletea and food cause I was too busy to get out of school?
entertain me when I’m falling asleep in class with his retarded text replies?
plays mario karts with me when I get bored of doing my art?

WHAT’S WITH THE PEOPLE INFLUENCING EACH OTHER TO BE GANGSTER WANNABES?!
I SERIOUSLY CAN’T UNDERSTAND.

You know how much I miss, love and care for you.
BROTHER, WHY LIKE THATTTTTTT?!!!!!

Please wake up soon and know that this won’t get you anywhere.
You will regret, even if you think that you won’t regret it now.

Turn back.

):

Priorities.

1. God.

2. Assignments.

2. Relationships with people.

Yessss. Both assignments and relationships are just as important to me.

Yeah, and I’m gonna stick to it. I know its not going to be easy. But this time, I am not going to give up halfway.

I’ve wasted enough time. Giving myself 101 reasons why I should not to stick to it instead of finding that 1 reason to stick to it.

When all I need is just to trust and have more faith in God and everything will work out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

to meeeeee!

Am finally 17!
One more year to go and I’m 18!

Thanks for the bombarding of texts since midnight. I keep waking up in the morning cause of incoming messages LOL. But thanks! I feel lovedddddd.
And the those who called just to say happy birthday too. Makes me feel so loved.
And and classmates who wished me in class. Thankssss.
And and and also on fb. My email was flooded. Haha thanksssss. (:

I love all of you who wished me! Haha even those who didn’t also k.
Me love everybody!

Got my new baby today too, finallyyyyyyy!

Only thing sad about today, I had school. And I didn’t get to go out. D:
Got too manyyyyyy assignments to do. ):

Oh well. Am going to spend the next few hours left of my birthday, plus midnight till morning to do my never ending pile of assignments.
Wish me luck. Bye!

I love y’ all! ♥

flashbacks,

At that time,

I felt secured.

I wished to stay like that forever.

.

I hate flashbacks like this cause it hurts to be reminded that things will never be the same again.

How many times I felt like crying cause I couldn’t reply you, I can’t even count.
My heart hurts very much, for the past many months.
I miss you very much, but you’ve moved on so very fast.

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